This is What I Want!

  Someone to look at me with soft gentle, loving eyes

  Feel the rough yet familiar calluses on his hands

  Warm tender arms to hold me

  Stability

  I want to get married!

  Hours of useless laughter

  Someone to cry with 

  Burnt dinners every other night 

  Stargazing

  I want to be a newlywed

  Hands engulfing my stomach

  Quick swift kicks to feel 

  Restless nights 

  Midnight grocery runs

  I want to be pregnant!

  Skin so soft 

  Tender tears of joy 

  Hours of agony that turn into pure joy 

  Cries that mean I need you 

  Thousands of ounces of love in the air 

  I want to be have a baby!

  Carpools 

  Bad report cards

  Tight hugs that say "never let go" 

  More burnt dinners 

  Baseball games and dance shows

  Nights of sitting on the couch watching movies 

  Running late to church 

  One night getaways 

 I want to be a mom and a wife!

  College applications 

  Trips around the world 

  Grandchildren

  Move south every time it gets cold

  Still feel the calluses on his hands 

  Have those warm arms hold me as tight as possible

  Sweet kisses on the forehead

  Stargazing 

  Hours and hours of laughter

Stability

 I want to get wrinkles and grow old with my husband!

  I want a normal no nonsense life!!!!!!!!

So why am I being so stupid again??????Why??????